I feel like I have been able to remain fairly "normal" throughout this entire pregnancy. Of course I've had my moments of anxiety and craziness but nothing too out of the ordinary. I don't think I've been super demanding or needy. I haven't asked Matt to go get me something because I craved it. I haven't cried much or been super emotional. For the most part, I've been pretty happy and laid back (I think - Matt may say otherwise haha).
BUT NOW...things seem different. I feel like I'm on a roller coaster of emotion that is far beyond my control. Some days I couldn't be happier and have more energy but then others I'm so grumpy and on edge! Poor Matt never knows which wife he is getting! The worst thing is that I can recognize when I'm being irrational and crazy, yet I can't seem to stop it! So, it is confirmed...I have turned into a crazy pregnant lady. Bummer! I was trying so hard to avoid the crazies! Fortunately, I haven't unleashed the crazy on anyone but Matt. Unfortunately, I keep unleashing it on poor Matt. I've tried to explain that it isn't him and I realize I'm irrational. Thank goodness for a husband with abundant patience!!!
Beyond my bouts of insanity, Stella is doing well and continuing to grow. I am 33 weeks today so 7 more weeks to go! She is rolling all over my belly and pushing her little foot and booty into my ribs. She is reacting more to sound and touch. I can pretty much always get her to move if I give her a little push first. I've finished all of the baby laundry that I have. Her clothes, blankets and toys are all washed and put away somewhere in the nursery. I'm not sure I have organized things in the best manner so they may not be in their final place but they are at least washed and put away somewhere :)
My parents are coming to visit tomorrow and I'm so excited! They haven't been here in quite some time so they haven't seen the nursery or the house in a while. I'm really anxious and excited to get my mom's help to organize and make things seem more manageable. Isn't it funny how moms have that ability?!
I wish you all a happy, happy day and pray you have more sanity than I do at the moment!
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